INBOX

Constantly deleting                  

what's shared in my heart

defeating him in life and art.

                                                  

Would rather                            

it wasn't there                        

for him to decide.

                            

Will cut it from my flesh.            

Will burn it inside.

                              

Will kill myself rather            

then be found insane                                 

with loves that I've had                

which I keep in my brain.

          

Forgive me God                          

I know you are wise                    

You are always beside me        

no matter who tries                

to cut me to size.

                    

Always inside me                           

no matter who lies                    

no matter the disguise            

of the Loneliness Prize.