INBOX

Constantly deleting                  

what's shared in my heart

defeating him in life and art.

                                                  

Would rather                            

it wasn't there                        

for him to decide.

                            

Will cut it from my flesh.            

Will burn it inside.

                              

Will kill myself rather            

then be found insane                                 

with loves that I've had                

which I keep in my brain.

          

Forgive me God                          

I know you are wise                    

You are always beside me        

no matter who tries                

to cut me to size.

                    

Always inside me                           

no matter who lies                    

no matter the disguise            

of the Loneliness Prize.

Colourless without you

rape of the mind

taking strain
feel the pain
nothing left in my brain

cant sleep
tablets are cheap
need to be buried
really deep

sitting in the dark
               a pain in my membrane
 from the empty void

my soul and emotions
 raped and stripped
now a gaping hole
 longing to be filled
not enough pills... to stop the dreams

you will catch me as i fall into sleep
but theres too many sheep ......
too many dreams

my body untouched
            is dry, lifeless and empty
it blows down the street
like a tumbleweed
passing through a one horse town

i frown
empty, lost and worthless
no longer any need to speak
you've taken my thoughts, my hopes
and what was left of my dreams
they belong to you now

Youness

Ash

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